I 'm back - God, it's dusty in here :).
I was trying to find my password, as I wanted to delete this blog. I kept reading and reading what I had written from 2006-2008 and it sounded so old and , well....nothing to do with me.
So I managed to find my password, logged on and then tried to find the button that said DELETE THIS BLOG. But instead I went into the comments section. There were some comments, posted right after I stopped blogging so I have never read them, and some other ones that maybe I was too into my own thoughts to even try and respond.
And then it occured to me...why not start writing again?
I mean, there are some thing in this blog, that I will never ever discuss with anybody - and they are the truth, they are part of me.
So here I am , March 2011 - almost three years after.
Let's sit down and have a coffee...
2 comments:
Hi i know how you feel how old are you? i guess age doesn't matter i was just wondering ur age i have been so misserable lately too and i just found this blog cause its gotton so bad lately that it drives me crazy i think that it has something to do with self esteem and not having enough people in my life that i can talk to or that i can call a friend coming from such a misserable homelife when i was a child i was just diagnosed with everything i should have been way back when???at 17 years of age but wasn't i never could hold down a job,and now it all makes sense i have depression that doesn't go away i feel like shit all the time i want friends but theres none maybe one once in a while and all my relationships with family are strained i have nothing to do with my mother for years now she is schitzophrenic but as a child growing up i was never told this so this impacted my life so bad cause she messed me up in many ways i am 43 now and still can't holddown a job i live off of public assistance cause i am waiting on dissability i have post traumatic stress disorder and a borderline personnality disorder diagnosed 2 years ago and also an intermittent explosive disorder from all the ship that was downloaded on me from the time i was a child so i know how bad you feel i think if people had more supportive good friends this is one of the answers for me.My state of mind really does worry me sometimes so you're not alone we all are human right??????Don't give up that's what i say to you you are fighting a battle i think like i am you are lonly cause you feel alone sound right?i hope i could help with this keep in touch.
10/15/2011 and I read it. All I can say is.... yup.
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