My love life sucks. And I am not overstating. It does.
1.I am pretending to be something I am not i.e a totally straight woman.
2. I met this guy, who is funny, clever, intellectual BUT I cannot imagine myself kissing him
3. I am such a coward that I know at the end of the day (of my life) I am going to regret not following my heart.
4. I am not even sure whether to go on with the guy or just ditch him. I cannot even have an opinion on the matter. Such a coward!
5. I have a high sex drive, but since I am not so much into guys, although I pretend to be, high libido is a curse!
6. Coward coward coward!
12 comments:
Thats not being a coward chickster, its just saving yourself from hassle (understandable) but remember only YOU can make you happy, it doesnt always take TWO...
Speak out if its not what you want, seriously take the risk, at the end of the day...its night, and then just another day to learn a new lesson...
be happy love
ciao4now xx
Boys are so easy to play. But so pointless. Just speaking for myself here. You do have to follow your heart if you want to be able to look yourself in the eye ever. But sometimes following your heart doesn't make it immediately better. Sometimes it takes time to be able to follow your heart.
And some of us just have a cold lump of stone beating behind their ribs and no heart at all.
I really hear you on this one.
@het you are absolutely happy. It's so difficult to find the courage and just be yourself.
@jemina May be it's a curse to have a heart anyways. what if following your heart will screw up other people's lives?
You can only be responsible for yourself. What if not following your heart screws with other people's lives, but you just don't know it.
May be...at the end of the day, we all lead ourlives with our choices (mum can you hear that?).
anyways...the guy is a has been now.
Dont live your life for OTHER PEOPLE hunny. I know its hard, I did it for quite a while before I found the guts to come out ... I just wanted to make everyone else happy, in the meantime ... making myself miserable!
It's not worth it, life is toooo short.
Kisses babe ... and follow your heart ;-) xXx
Maddy dearest I know its not worth it...still too much of a coward ...
jemima and madster, we need to get this girl out on the town....she needs to be amongst people that have her interests at heart, its like I just wanna take her by the hand and walk her into a pub (in a non sexual way I might add) and say " be yourself, fook everyone else.... sing like nobody's listening, dance like nobody's watching" and above all, stand up and be counted...
I wanna give this girl a lift and a hug and show her it aint easy but anything is possible with courage and friends...
chin up
ciao4now xxx
J'sus het Im gonna cry chick ... c'mon V ... get your gear on ... we're going out on the town ;-)
Oh girls that would be nice!
het...anything would be possible with courage and friends...you might be right with that...
maddy dearest you wouldnt miss a night in town right? ha ha :)
With you? Never ;-)
thats settled, where and when ?
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